What what?

I feel like I just went to hell and back. I'm exhausted.

Now that I have a lighter schedule for a little while, I need to put myself together and continue my life. Of course, come November, this shit is going to start all over again...except it will be 100 times worse...

What the fuck am I doing again?

I need to look forward to the little things in life again. I really need an alcoholic beverage.